An adult beginner's unabridged sketchbook

One of the things I’ve been keeping an eye out for, but haven’t found yet, is a complete log of someone learning how to draw from ground-zero as an adult. (i.e. not a child.)

I’m not talking about people who were casual artists when they were in high school. Or the people who started drawing “seriously” in their 30s. I mean the people, like me, who believed they could never draw—because they never tried.

Looking through “progress” galleries just reinforced the feeling that I wasn’t cut out for it, because the first drawing was always so much better than what I could do. It felt like it was impossible.

I’ve been drawing for 188 days and I’d like to offer a complete view into what “progress” actually looks like, at least in my specific experience. This is a long post because it is unabridged. Everything I drew is on here, excluding pages of drills that were thrown away and my drawabox lesson submissions. Most of these are embarassingly bad, although there are a few I’m still proud of. That’s the point.

Because my sketchbook is also my journal, I’ve redacted the more sensitive parts. The rest is untouched.

I hope that this might give a helpful push to those who want to learn how to draw, but think it’ll never work for them because they’re not creative or talented enough, or because they think it’s too late to start.

It’s not too late, and this page is the proof.

I’d also like to thank the /r/ArtFundamentals community and /u/Uncomfortable. Without having a place to stay to get my feet wet without becoming discouraged, I don’t know if I could have kept going.


A rough start

This is the first thing I can remember trying to draw. This was some point in summer 2016. I needed a logo of a tree with a man hanging in a noose, and I thought to myself: “Hey, that sounds simple. I’ll try to draw it.” It came out okay, but nothing like what I saw in my head, which irritated me. (Yeah, that feeling isn’t going away any time soon.)

A tree with a man hanging on a noose

At this point, I got an inkling of a desire to draw more. I was trying to learn French back then, so I committed to drawing things and learning their names in French. Because the drawing was so horrible, this was the only one I did. I also gave up on French. The more you practice quitting, the better you get.

A rough drawing of a ceiling fan, titled

If you can’t tell, the top one is a USB fan. I don’t know what the bottom one is. I’m not sure when exactly I drew this, but I’m guessing it’s around here somewhere.

A pen drawing of a USB fan, and an unknown object

Googling (ddg’ing) around led me to tracing, and so I traced. The only time I would recommend tracing is when you’re so much of a beginner you can’t do anything else, like me at this point.

3 traced cartoon character faces

I actually didn’t trace this one. I printed out this picture (NSFW) and drew a rough skeleton of where the limbs were on an overlay sheet of copy-paper, and then copied the rest of it by eye.

Here I begin to realize just how far away I am from any sort of proficiency and start looking for beginner art resources.

A copied drawing of an anthropomorphic fox

“You Can Draw in 30 Days”

One drawing book with really good reviews on Amazon is Mark Kistler’s “You Can Draw in 30 Days”. I immediately started on the exercises as soon as I got the book. Luckily, I had the forethought of dating the pages. I consider this my official start date.

You Can Draw in 30 Days 1 You Can Draw in 30 Days 2 You Can Draw in 30 Days 3

At this point, my shaded balls are not looking like the shaded balls in the book. I realized it was because my circles were not very circular, and practice that by itself, without much success.

Circles 1 Circles 2 Balls and misc

You Can Draw in 30 Days 4 You Can Draw in 30 Days 5

I take a break from exercises to trace a dog, and then try to draw the dog without tracing it. 5 days in, not enough time to see improvement.

A dog You Can Draw in 30 Days 6

Searching for the fundamentals

When I realized I couldn’t draw circles, I also realized I couldn’t draw lines. That brought me to this exercise.

Types of lines: straight, c-curves, s-curves

Disappointment

While I’m sure Kistler’s book is good at getting results quickly for many people, my drawings were always worse than the sample student progress. Disappointed, I tried to teach myself by drawing whatever I felt like.

I actually don’t know what this is. Those look like eyeballs to me.

Rough sketch with eyeballs?

Here’s more drawing from reference and experimentation with skeletons.

Dog helmet and skeletons

I was really proud of this one when I finished it. To quote myself: “Motherfucking awesome.” Ah well, it’s a start.

Drawing of a nude woman, from imagination

I started carrying around that pocket notebook and drawing in it whenever I had a few minutes to spare.

Little sketches 1 Little sketches 2 Little sketches 3 Little sketches 4

No idea what this is, either.

Sketch of unknown box-like object

This is me drawing a carpet .

Carpet pattern

Drawing a hallway with a trashcan.

Trashcan

And cylinders because that trashcan was so lopsided, and clearly cylinders don’t work like that.

Cylinders

Drawabox

I started working on drawabox lesson 1 about September 1st 2016. Practicing lines gave me some extra confidence to tackle drawing from life.

My living room My hallway

About here I finished lesson 1. Publically posting work for a critique gave me serious anxiety, but I’m glad I took the leap since it forced me to commit.

This is a small tangent I took doing one of the exercises from lesson 1 as a warmup. If I had submitted this, I probably would’ve been told off for getting distracted.

Ellipse pebbles

Some abstract stuff. I was mainly getting comfortable putting ink on the page and playing with perspective (tunnels).

Abstract doodles

God, these are the most painful ones… I thought if I tried hard enough I could scrape out a comic. (Well, that’s probably true, but I wanted something higher quality than this… attempt.)

Robots in the bottom left cells are from Freefall. (Helix is unfinished and should have legs and arms.) The cat is from The Gamercat. The rest are my unfortunate creations.

Comic panels Comic panels

Here’s me trying to design a character for a story using boxes. I liked the constructed axe a lot, although it’s not very solid.

Character design Comic panels

I got started on drawabox lesson 2 and the drawabox 250-box challenge around here. I grind out the boxes, start the cylinder challenge, and finally buy a cheap composition notebook for sketching in.

Composition notebook front cover First sketchbook entry First sketchbook entry

Since I’m now carrying this notebook everywhere, I find a few minutes sketching stuff in-between classes.

I finish all 250 cylinders.

This one is supposed to be a plant.

Campus sketching 1 Campus sketching 2 Campus sketching 3 Campus sketching 4

Here’s my attempt to draw simplified people using ellipses.

Simple people 1 Simple people 2 Simple people 3 Simple people 4 Simple people 5

Complexity goes up when I start tinkering with perspective. It was originally intended to be two people playing cards, but I drew the table too large, so it became table tennis. Such is the power of ink and pages you can’t easily tear out.

Complex people 1 Complex people 2 Complex people 3 Complex people 4

It’s worth noting that I fell back to just drawing a box, but it ended up becoming one of those tilt-mazes. If you just start drawing, it’ll lead you places. I still don’t consider myself particularly creative, but what I draw surprises me sometimes.

Uninspired

Dog and people construction Dogs, shadows, and lights Finger

I was a bit shocked the lazyboy came out so well, at the time. I never drew a dog sitting in the chair because I didn’t want to ruin it.

Lazyboy

These next few are pornographic. I’m hoping this is a common phase and not just a sign I’m especially perverted.

NSFW 1 (large)

NSFW 2 (large)

NSFW 3 (large)

I was actually proud of this one until I was told that it was nightmare fuel.

NSFW 4 (large)

Here I try to draw some cute animals.

Not cute 1 Not cute 2

Things are harder to mess up in horrifying ways than animals.

Pen and milk carton Road post Zaxby's and caltrops

This does not look like two dogs play-fighting, but that’s what it is.

Dogs play-fighting

Traffic 1 Traffic 2

This was a good one.

Champagne bottle Burning headphones Big headphones

This is the Zalman CNPS9900MAX CPU cooler I wanted back in my PC-gaming days. I can’t use this anymore, but I still like how it looks. The drawing is messy and sloppy, however.

Zalman CNPS9900MAX Christmas tree Swimming pool

And I finally finish lesson 2.

That face down there is a hasty self-portrait that bears little resemblance to me.

Car windows and self-portrait

Bong Otter Carousel-thing

Right about here I start picking up momentum and manage to draw almost every day.

Chirpy, a.k.a Warbeak Wiggler the goldfish Failed dog sketch Burning money Teeter-totters Landscape and a Benjamin Franklin quote Condom-on-banana and an owl Tissue box and cassette Foot experiments 1 Foot experiments 2

Here’s the first time I try to draw the Coenobita perlatus hermit crab.

Coenobita perlatus Pancakes Crab legs and ice-cream bowl Baby-chair and doodles Miscellaneous drawabox exercises Car jack and tire Guard tower Rising bread Unmotivated Failed complex room 1 Failed complex room 2 Cookies and faces

The funny looking people on the left and right are from the webcomic Rice Boy. The bug/cockroach on the guy in the middle started out as a hat.

Rice Boy and bug doodles

Compressed air and a 2D cow Burning log logo and shoe tray

I’m assuming a vibrator in a non-sexual context is NSFW.

NSFW Hitachi Magic Wand (large)

Doodles involving hands Cello Pizza heating up on a lamp Benito Mussolini Cat in vineyard doodle Cigarettes and coffee Mushroom on cutting board and planets Pill vomit and cute mouse Hurdle jumping and a nightmare mouth Shoddy fox constructions Arctic foxes Red fox Raccoon

This started out as a sketch of an older gentleman with a large bald spot. I got frustrated and added googly-eyes, which made everything better.

Googly-eyed bald spot

Faces 1 Faces 2 Faces 3

Hot air balloon Waterfall roller-coaster Severed finger and duck Another goldfish Ocean cliff sunset Fiery cartoon eyes

If you like being disturbed, here’s my video reference for vultures picking apart a cat: NSFL

Black vultures Chicken factory Diamonds and earthworm and slug Coenobita perlatus, second attempt Baby turtle and sprouting coconut palm

The next two are interesting because they were failed attempts to draw a deer. Look for the ears.

Forest Steampunk winged ball ships

Deer eating a treat

Today I finished drawabox lesson 3.

The undersheet I used to catch the bleeding ink looks artsy, so that’s my last page here.

The Undersheet

I’ve still got a long way to go, but becoming an artist isn’t just an idle fantasy for me anymore. The most important change I’ve made over the last 6 months is that I draw every day and enjoy it, so I’m not about to stop any time soon.

If you want to learn how to draw, I hope this is enough to convince you that you can do it if you dedicate yourself and put in the effort.

Thanks for reading.

~ perlatus